Lost in my own minds, getting used to it these days.
Eagerly to find out every solutions for my own problems in my mind, but seems like solutions do not come this way as I wish.
Getting busier and busier but more me time when I am studying or driving. Brain seems like operating all the time which I think is good and observations are stronger. Recognising everything as a performance makes the life interesting.
Couldn't be more grateful for my life as I am packed with performance, auditions, practises which I loveee it. Despite the stress, I love what I'm doing right now.
Am listening to Joe Hisaishi recordings all the time, my heart feels so full. Filled with energy, feelings, love and passion.
I have learned so many values from chicken, I thought I was, but sadly I'm not the one he wants.
So many thoughts come across my mind and I am sincerely thankful for his honesty. It was like a slap for me, wake me up when I was still wandering and dreaming in my own mind.
Yepp, still can't figure out how life goes on, which I will never be. Still feeling miserable, stress, sad, not confident. But life goes on right? Positive attraction right? I'm still doing good temporary. Everything is gonna be fine. Love, xoxo.
