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2021年1月12日星期二

12/1/2021

 Well well, tomorrow is MCO 2.0. And I have done something crazy few days ago and it was great.

Is 13th week and I have two more weeks to go, to end my 5th semester. Can't wait to end it because I need rest, good movies, beers and good vibes.

But this is definitely an adventurous and full of ups and downs semester. I went through breaking up with someone at the beginning of this semester and did something crazy at the end of it too. 

I guess I did pretty well because I manage to pull through, and have done a lot incredible extra works too, like earning money and learning conducting and flute even though all these hectic studies, I am closer to some of my coursemates too, and get new friends; which are so good to step out from my comfort zone.

I was so grateful that I broke up at the beginning of the semester or else I would not be able to focus on my studies. Okay, need to move on to next chapter, will definitely talk lesser about my relationship stuff because past is past; enough is enough.

Time flies, I still remember the first time I came to KL, knew nothing and started to be independent with the help of people who love me especially my sister <3. 

And look at me! I am gonna finish my 5th semester and one more sem, I will graduate and start looking for job. HAHA.

I think I would give myself 1-2 years (hopefully) to get myself prepared to be able to study abroad. I wish to finish my master in conducting before age of 28 and I am so excited to go for it.

Been thinking a lot lately, I just truly realised that there's no such thing as easy job, even bring janitor is hard. And I want to have the freedom to choose, not being chosen, so I have to work hard to get it. 

My mind has been messy for these few days, head spinning around, but I am doing very fine. 

I start to know myself more by being open, vulnerable, and try out new things. I can't wait to learn dancing when everything is fine, and I have more money! 


Let's go peeps! Let's go for our dreamss