Loving someone in certain ages is totally like different experiences. It defines our lives and fills it with such a wonderful memories in our lives.
It isn't just a person that you have admired for, but it represents that during the ages you love that person and the moments how he touches your heart.
I have to admit it the sweetest memories in my life ( until age 18 ) that I've been through, John gave me the most unforgettable experiences. When I think about him, I miss the time when we were in form 4 5, the time when we were studying so hard to achieve the same goal, better result. ya?
The time when we waiting at the bus station, sleeping in the bus, enjoying the gentle wind, the rainy cold day and eventually the most excited part was to meet him. The guy which perfectly fitted with what I was looking for. Like I was really crazy in love with his charming look, his characters, his cute dimples, big eyes and all sorts of that.
What did he really touch my heart was the way he replied my text, the way he smiled and he laughed.
It has been awhile, despite missing you in a sudden moment, I must have let you go in a way I prefer.
You have to live in a better way than you thought. Because I have let you go and nobody will come and bother two of you anymore. UHM. How about me, moving forward.
We must live with a way that we prefer the most. Because it is too hard to live in such a realistic world. We deserve more than we thought and if yours is not coming, be patient because the wonderful one is yet to come. I give you all my lucks, my dear friends.
2016年1月14日星期四
2016年1月3日星期日
3 / 1 / 2016
Sorry for didn't write a long review of 2015 because I wasn't at my hometown. Anyway, is a brand new year!
Thing that I don't want it to happen the most it happens eventually. Urgh. After enjoying so much of delicious, finger-licking-good,mouth-watering food, I gain a lot of weight, it doesn't matter anyway, the most important is the love handle is coming back to haunt me. Gosh.
Feel like wanna go back to school, wear the ugly uniform, meet lots of $#%^&^ teachers, wasting time in school assembly and lots of stupid, crazy and sweet memories. Ahh feel so nostalgic.
Well, despite knowing it wouldn't repeat what I want anymore, I still fell into a moment of silence and sad.
Life is about keep on moving right, a new year, but it's just the same.
No planning, wasting time, can't leave my mama and home. This is so me.
Maybe staying in house will be the best option for me, IDK. But I do wanna stick with my mom forever, this is what I'm always desiring for. C'mon.
The more second I spend with my mom, the more happiness I get.
Getting fatter and fatter does really upset me A LOT. Looking at others waist, boobs, thigh. Aww. How if I have a slim body? LOL
So, in case you guys think like I might waste my time doing nothing in house. These are some of my plans and no doubt, I'll only holding it for maybe days? hahaha
Thing that I don't want it to happen the most it happens eventually. Urgh. After enjoying so much of delicious, finger-licking-good,mouth-watering food, I gain a lot of weight, it doesn't matter anyway, the most important is the love handle is coming back to haunt me. Gosh.
Feel like wanna go back to school, wear the ugly uniform, meet lots of $#%^&^ teachers, wasting time in school assembly and lots of stupid, crazy and sweet memories. Ahh feel so nostalgic.
Well, despite knowing it wouldn't repeat what I want anymore, I still fell into a moment of silence and sad.
Life is about keep on moving right, a new year, but it's just the same.
No planning, wasting time, can't leave my mama and home. This is so me.
Maybe staying in house will be the best option for me, IDK. But I do wanna stick with my mom forever, this is what I'm always desiring for. C'mon.
The more second I spend with my mom, the more happiness I get.
Getting fatter and fatter does really upset me A LOT. Looking at others waist, boobs, thigh. Aww. How if I have a slim body? LOL
So, in case you guys think like I might waste my time doing nothing in house. These are some of my plans and no doubt, I'll only holding it for maybe days? hahaha
- STUDY
- READ
- LEARN SOMETHING NEW
- WORKOUT
- EXERCISE
- LOVE MAMA