22 / 2 / 2015

I don't update recently, uhm, always grumble about your unhappy stuffs is not a good option to choose PLUS why do you keep revealing your stupid wound to the others?

Well, you're lucky today because I'm in a feel-good-but-inside-is-terrible-hurt mood and Imma going to share some tips with you all about ' How To Get Through the Moment Whenever You're Being Hurt by Someone '.

Uhm, for me, I used to read books. Believe me, book is the most powerful stuff in the world. It can heal you anything, anytime, anywhere. Choose the language that you prefer and start reading. The only book I read is Percy Jackson and why do I love it so much, because I can feel the way how he loves Annabeth and it really melts my heart! LOL

The way he protects her, he needs her, he spoils her, he loves her, he fights so many challenges to be with her, the way he relies her, and so many love stories between them and it really makes me feel good. 

Yea, maybe I don't have a boyfie now but I still can share the happiness, right?

Second, find a listener. Find the one that you trust the most and talk to him/her.

Do make sure he/she won't spread your silly secrets out! When you talk to'em, their ideas may be inspire you. Try not to close yourself in a tiny room, it's damn suffering and it helps nothing.

In addition, spend your time with something that helps you, but not makes you getting more depressed or frus. 

You may sleep like a pig, cry or shout like hell but please don't like me, why?

I used to keep all the negative feelings and it will make you full of negative energy.

You will get angry easily. Yes, I am.

The thing that I fear the most happened. And I'm still alive, right?

Babe, believe me, nothing is impossible. ( except to make John loves me LOL )

If you keep believing, your dream will realize soon. ( except to make John loves me LOL ) x2

Last thing I wanna say about is, Bae, you're so hot and Imma going to eat you up!

#GOODNIGHT

17 / 2 / 2015

I don't wish to draw any attention from all of you, it's what I want to say and it's my feeling though.

What do you prefer to do whenever missing someone?

It is not the same feeling when you like someone, maybe it's just jealousy.

When everyone owns that thing, and you too will have the urge to get that thing because you thought if everyone has it, why I don't have?

You started feel jealous, and you forget that jealous makes someone ugly.

Please.

Stop doing stupid things like this.

When can I get through this suffering period? 

When can I fully recover from those painful memories?

I don't mean to ask any permission or to let you feel sympathy about me, as I said, it's just my feeling.

Someone takes maybe one month, one year, or even two years above to let go of it and GOD OF OLYMPUS, how long do I need to?

Everyone that appears in our lives is meant to teach us something. 

You can't stick with them forever and everyone has their own lives to go. What we have to do is give'em our most sincere blessing. Yea, definitely.

Sometimes I just need a hug. And a pair of ears to listen what I've been through for these years.

It's not so tough, but it is not so easy too.

#GOODNIGHT

11 / 2 / 2015

Chinese New Year is coming and the sad thing is, you're still fat.

I admit that I don't get any skinnier but getting fatter.

Is anyone has tips for getting slimmer? When you have a love handle and you still lazy to do some workout, yea, that's me.

Percy Jackson series is coming to the end and I'm reading the last book: The Blood Of Olympus.

When the books accompany you to get through so many things and it comes to the end. 

I'm sad enough.

Don't get annoy whenever I discuss about Percy, I'm just crazy in love with it.

I don't like crazy and thrilling activities and only you can waste your time by reading your fav books.

Laying on the sofa with the book and a cup of hot tea is the best thing ever to spend your weekend.

I always persuade you guys to read Percy series, well maybe you don't like but it's fucking interesting.

Read other books you may get bored with the story line, example: love story, sad story.

But I'm sure you'll never getting bored with Percy because it fulled of touched, happy, sad, sacrifice and lots of emotion whenever you read it.

Lots of readers cried when they read the last book and I don't have any ideas yet why they're crying. 

But it's okay, I'm going to find out what's going on.

As I said, I'm going to finish it within months and honestly I haven't enough mental-prepare for this new book.

Uncle Rick you're awesome! Too fantastic! You wrote for maybe ten years above and you really did it to win our hearts. We do love you. And Percy is always in our mind.

( Hey, it's just a fictional novel! Please don't be so emotional girl. )

It's suffer when you wanted to update your blog but you don't have any ideas to write.

Even you squeezed your brain so hard, you still get NOTHING.

Well, I'm going to get my license if I pass my motor exam.

And I'm fucking nervous and not excited at all.

Dear guys, if I fail tomorrow, kindly don't laugh at me and don't say anything to comfort my feelings. I don't need it and please just act like normal because I will feel very grateful.

Anyway, do wish me luck. Thank you 

Lastly, Valentine's Day is coming and what I want to say to all couples in this world is,

FUCK YOU

2 / 2 / 2015

Well, I started looking back those pictures that we took together and those memories that we had been through. It's precious.

After losing my IPHONE, seriously I think that I've mature a lot.

Why? geez. How's your feeling when all of your things had gone like BOOM! and all of my memories, photos, games just disappeared like that AND that FUCKING technician stole my Iphone parts and change it?

Until now, I'm still missing my phone and I always curse myself, why did you so stupid taking off your phone cover and didn't keep it properly? 

Whenever I miss it, I scold myself. Then, I started to hate myself so much.

Ya, this is just an opening. First of all, I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of you who are always reading my blog. And as I know, even some of my friends they use Google translate, Nothing to awkward about, we are learning English. But kindly advise you that don't ever believe 100% on what Google tells you. Sometimes it translates nonsense. LOL

And even some of you read my stuff for many times and I really appreciate it. THANK YOU.

You guys make me feel so touched and don't worry, I'll keep writing lot of stuffs.

Thanks for sharing my ups and downs. Ya, I use to write all me feelings in here.

And last, I LOVE YOU GUYS.

We haven't started our points today.

Being teenagers are FUN. And if you have a group of bitches crazy around you, Oh gosh, believe me that will be MORE AND MORE FUN!

I have a super-top-rank best friend, EVA HING.

But I have a lot of best friends. Although I love EVA HING the most, I love them too. I can't lose them, they are TOO IMPORTANT TO FORGET, my classmates 5 AMANAH.

People said, you can't really find a true friend especially you are staying in elite class. They are too selfish to share with you, even their heart. ( HOLY ZEUS, I'M NOT SAYING THAT I'M AN ELITE )

As I said, I'm the most lucky person in the world. I get all the things I want.

I can achieve my dream. I had the chance to join orchestra and even I had performed some concerts. Do you know, it's my dream when I was small. 

My dear friends and classmates

It's my pleasure to know all of you and I feel like I'm blessed to stick around you all.

We hang out together, laugh together, working hard to cheat during exams hahahha and lots of memories.

We use to discuss people together, scolding people together. did a lot of shameful things together and of course we always have lots arguments which make me feel very super extremely ' pek cek '.

But ma lovely friends, how do you describe FRIENDSHIP?

We are not perfect, but it's a gift for us to try to appreciate people around us.

We can never predict what will happen next, but we can try to respect others, right?

I really miss my FORM 4 life, it's sweet and memorable.

I would never forget when I was busy preparing my Malam Budaya.

It's quite tired but it's full of happiness and tears.

When you try to put a lot of efforts onto something and all of us had done it perfectly. Owh, that feeling was super satisfied.

Whenever I think about it, I'd smile. You guys are awesome.

What I want, you guys would never disappointed me.

When I was thinking a lot about Malam stuffs, I used to have insomnia. maybe that time I looked pale and thin hahah, but you guys did really help a lot!

If there are some cracks between us, do make sure you have to tell me so that I won't do it again.

Maybe I can't promise, but I can try my effort.

I do appreciate and love you guys.

We had lots of promises too, like sitting around and chit-chat when we old, Jocelyn is gonna buy a coffee house and makes a small table for us, whenever we feel tired after working we can go to your coffee house and rest, we promised to travel to the places that we wish to go, but for me it's not a big deal as long as I can be with you all.

I am lucky. How can I have so many best friends that will help me no matter how hard it is to complete?

I am lazy, I don't like to repeat the same thing for many times ( really = =? ) but please allow me to express my love for you all.

These years we had been through and I can't really write it out but some memories it is better for us to keep it in our heart, sincerely.

THANK YOU.

LOVED, VELENNA TEOH