It happens just like a blink of eye. I'm here again.
Last post was in April, never thought that I have been in this condition ( hating form 6 life ) for so long. If I'm not mistaken, it started since the end of January.
Got no school tomorrow, despite of all the homework and assignment that need to rush, I feel like it will be great writing my blog in this chilly night.
Guess I feel bored with this kinda lifestyle since the end of January, and I sincerely pray that time can go faster so that I don't have to stay in hell to suffer until my Pengajian Am teacher, Pn. Tan told me that, I shouldn't be thinking any of my dreams right now. My dream is determined by my hard work of this second and I can't really fit into so well in music industry in Malaysia. Not to say cannot, but it is damn hard.
Until that second, I sat quietly and thought, what she said was true. If I don't get my cert, I may get nothing so it was like giving me a spark of light of motivation to keep going in this pathway that I have chosen.
So, guess I know what to do. hehe
Yay, not forget to mention, as you all know, I bump into John when i was having badminton match last two weeks. It was so unexpected as I didn't know his presence until Poh Ai spotted him in the afternoon. He is still that charming and nice. Hm i guess, or most probably it is only my imagination. But, who cares? haha
No worries. I'm doing better compared to those time.
Better in the sense that I know what is more important to myself and guess I am the priority of myself.
Hey, it may be some friends not from the same age with me, it may be my junior and if you're thinking of entering form 6. I would have giving you an advice, JUST GO FOR IT! Even if the results are not that brilliant as what you expected, trust me you will gain a lot. Those hardships that you have been through will make you grow. You will miss it eventually. Because those memories will be kept freshly in your mind forever and it trains your discipline and many other aspects. Providing that you are able not to give up. hahah
Good night peeps. Love the weather today. Mom is in Australia tho. And would like to tell her that I miss her.
