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2015年10月18日星期日

18 / 10 / 2015

Congrates huh! We only left 2 weeks for the FINAL HORRIBLE TERRIBLE SPM
My mind still blur and procrastinating as usual.
I know I have to work hard but since I have so many subjects and topics that I don't know, I have totally no ideas how to start it. You guys know that feeling right? LOL

DEAR JOHN,
       
           My pressure of trying to perform well in my test is getting bigger and bigger. I miss you all the time and how much do I wish you were here to tell me not to worry about anything. Telling me that you're always here for me, and you've prepared to work together with me. How many times I use my super imaginary to calm myself down, telling my heart I should concentrate on the more important things. But you know I can't right. Every time I study in the silence, I think about you like you're staying beside me, giving me a broad smile with cute dimples as you always smile like that. Aww, you're so adorable and I feel like wanna give you a kiss as a reward for accompanying me. This is how my imagination supports me during my ups and downs. I tell the whole world that I like you. But you're the only person which I can't tell. I'm planning to text you after SPM, let you know that you are written in my part of my stories. But, what's the point to let you know? Everything is just the same except of my heart. It will be experiencing the incident again and the bleeding wound is like being dig it again. Someone said love is such a complicated but simple stuffs. For those who are in relationship, unless you've been through this kind of struggling moments, you wouldn't know how hard it is. So, stop calling us like an idiot because it's not easy to meet someone that you love and he/she loves you too. You may be too lucky or this is what you deserve for having your lover. You're lucky and I have a advise for all of you. You better don't like a guy before he likes you. Be more patient and wait for it to happen because men usually don't appreciate on things girls have done for them. I like you and am so willing to wait you.
You might say I must have out of my mind but I tell you what, Love is like a POTATO. LOL

#Seeyouinmadream #GOODNIGHT

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