30/1/2020

Time flies. January has come to the end with a blink of eyes.
It was indeed not a good start of a year as so many disasters have happened.
Bushfire in Australia, Corona virus in Wuhan.
Blessed that we are still together, healthily and peacefully.
I have spent my holiday at home, sleep all the time and study.
Went out with mom today, we bought some stationary, telling her that I have difficulty in choosing the mechanical pencil, she said, buy a cheap one and expensive one. Use the cheap one when you're practising, and expensive one when you feel like using it. And she bought herself a pencil case.
Then we went look for monkey cup ( as I always want to have it! ) But unfortunately, they don't sell.

See, how ordinary my life is, but both of us feel so happy and full (with warm heart) because we spent time together and just to get our things and that's it.
Life just feels so good after all.
We laughed, talked and giggled. That's it.

Mum cooked us porridge yesterday as papa requested. She cooked just the right portion and when papa saw the portion of the porridge might not be enough, he straight snapped.
Shouted to mum saying that she never knew how to agak the portion and every time cook less.
Mum then gave him her porridge and cooked another bowl of noodles.
Papa ate two bowls of the porridge. And I joined mum dinner when she was done.
Such a small action of his, ruined a decent dinner.
I don't understand. How could you be so ungrateful to things that someone has done to you. Without showing appreciation, still want to raise the voice to someone has worked hard.

One of my wishes is to have a real, proper family photo. I want all of us can show how much we care to each other. Life is so short, why do we need to hide our feelings to others and let them to guess?

Anyhow, I love my life, love my parents, family, chicken,  good friends.
Be kind, my love.

Showing your love isn't shameful at all.