Few days ago I was planning to have a date with myself to Aquarium KLCC and got myself a coffee and bookshop date. However, planned plan will never be executed. I got banged into a car few days ago and now the car is in the workshop. Great, money spent, plan got ruined.
But I am not sad neither upset. I follow what the Universe wanted me to. So I spent the whole day, allow myself to waste time, took long nap, cleaned the house.
I went to buy Palo Santo with Eva. Imma firm believer that whatever these spiritual thingy, it has to be the exact time to be able to meet it. I have been wanting to buy Palo Santo since last year but until yesterday she asked me if I wanna follow her to the shop. Sure, why not?
Spending time reading and listening to music, off my wifi and stay grounded.
Whenever and whatever I am doing, the mind just can't stop thinking about him; and it hurts. The obsession is killing.
But, I do not escape from it, by allowing the thoughts pass through, validate my own feelings is what my inner child needed the most.
However, I had the most peaceful days after so long. Hiding in my own shell and try not to meet so many people because the good energy needs to be preserved. I am still doing good, but I choose peace over anything else.
The honesty and fear which can't run from, will be the nutrients in my life.
Bring me somewhere which is the closest to the mother nature, nourish me with wisdom and self-love.
If you can see the right side of the right plant, there's a small petri-dish like thingy, that's my Palo Santo; and I have my Sandalwood candle beside it. Much woody scent, smell like a temple.
Minding my own business, stay grounded and enjoy the moment has been my life motto recently. Those days where I have been busy chasing the dreams, I still needed a good break, to return to who dis person is, as myself, as a daughter, as a friend, as a human who temporary stays in the beautiful Earth.
The workload is still overwhelming, but as far as I am learning, I stay focus on one thing at one time. Enjoy the moment means, you pay full attention on what is happening now. NOW is the best moment of life. No future, no pass; NOW, at this moment.
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