One day left and it's christmas eve!
After the performance, I feel I'm celebrating new year now. The mood to celebrate christmas is over.
It's almost three months, I still can't forget him. You guys don't know what is the feeling of loving someone that is not interested on you but you can't simply let go of him plus no one can't understand what's your feeling. IT IS SUCKS.
Does he worth? I keep asking myself but is that true that you can control your own feeling?
Too much of questions playing in my mind like,
' WHY HE DOESN'T WANT TO REPLY ME? ', ' WHY HE DOESN'T WANT TO SPEND SOME TIME TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME? ', ' HOW CAN I LIKE HIM SO MUCH AND HE DOESN'T KNOW AT ALL? ', ' IS THAT TRUE THAT WE DON'T HAVE ANY CHANCES GETTING TOGETHER? '.
Yup, no one can give you an answer. You have to find it yourself.
Thanks god and I feel appreciate for letting me to have a chance to meet you.
Maybe I should convince myself
I DESERVE BETTER.
NOOOOOOOOOO! I LOVE BEING STUBBORN! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT! BREAK WHOEVER HEARTS YOU LOVE! DO WHAT THE SHIT IN YOUR LIVE!
WE'RE TEENAGERS! MESS THE LIFE!!!!
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