2/4/2017

After a lot of ups and downs, I decided to come back to my blog.
Recently, I'm so fed up with everything. I thought everything is going to be fine if i keep telling myself. But apparently, it is not.
2 weeks to my trials, to be frank, the shorter the time to exam, the more happy and relax I will be.
I'm not that type who will stay in a place for a long time. I know that. When it comes to a time, I feela going.
One and a half year in form 6 is definitely enough for me to go through everything that I should and I deserve.
Just finished Fifty Shades of Darker just now, and I'm so into it. Still cannot withdraw myself from the story. Damn it, all the sex scenes have been removed, the left was only the love story.
I love the way how western people live, all the streets, the buildings, the cities.
You don't grow, you just learn how to cover your weakness. That's it.
You don't talk much either nowadays, you realize that only brainless people will talk nonsense every single minute.
I'm not happy by the way. But it doesn't matter at all. Does it?
I still cannot find my passion and the reason to start. I believe nothing.