Day 12

I'm here in KL for 12 days, almost 2 weeks, progressively good for now.
Were being too emotional last few days until I felt my world was gonna tumbling down without chicken.
After I spoke to chicken and friends all over Malaysia, I knew I gotta fix this problem ASAP or else it would be meaningless for me to stay here and study since I couldn't concentrate at all.
I started to think and think why was I being so offensive to everything in school and I started to list down things I gotta do everyday and try to complete it.
Every task I wanted myself to complete in the day would be marked with a tick if I'm able to do it.
The other thing would be, I will focus more on my studies rather than on chicken even I still miss him so badly right now.
It actually works! I don't know why, but I keep reminding myself and take soloist and composers as someone I should learn from.
To be precise this is the only third day I'm being more to myself, more happy and enjoy what I'm currently doing.
But, I still miss chicken very much. Reread all the old messages and pictures is my daily routine when I'm free. Those old good times were too good, to be able to see each other everyday, hold hands, cuddling in the sofa with good movies and even with the simplest dinner we could have were amazing when I was in Penang.
Once my senior told me, those 9 working months before you enter university will be the best memory you can ever have in your life. And I totally agree with that.
It is ain't easy at all to have long distance relationship. But distance makes our relationship even stronger and closer. Physical distance ain't a thing as long as our heart isn't far apart.

I know you have been busy with your work all these while, I love you baby.
God bless you.

Love, xoxo