DAY 121

I think my PMS is coming that’s why i feel so frustrated and angry with everything.
Or is it because I’ve been hiding my own feelings deep down just to reduce a lot of arguments?
Or is it truly because I’ve been giving in too much until no one appreciates?
It has been almost third month spending time here at Ampang with the very nice view, comfort and high standard place. Which I’m really grateful about it compares to my hostel.
And the most importantly is I’m able to spend a lot of time with chicken, which I’ve been expecting this life for quite some time.
But, staying together sometimes is not as easy as you think at all. There are so many differences in living lifestyle, personal habits and hygiene.
Been playing a role as housewife tho, cooking, cleaning and waiting chicken to come back when I’m here. Everything seems so perfectly perfect. But is it because I’ve done too much and not being appreciated?
Food i wanted to eat, places i wanted to go. All is by myself.