I have a terribly bad day today. I thought after I settle part of my stuff I would able to enjoy the free time just for a day, but I was wrong, apparently.
Have an argument with him, and I am so disappointed with how he behaves. And I keep telling myself to let go, focus on myself but I couldn't. It reaches the point that I was calming myself down outside and he just said to me that if I insist on wanting a boyfriend who can stay beside me when I am mad, I should get a new one. Even before that, I was kind of raising my voice to him but he ignored me and continue playing the game.
It was very cool.
My heart sinks till the bottom of the abyss and I only keep crying.
Dear Me,
I wish you could give your heart to someone who can make whole effort and care. Along the journey of finding yourself and partner, I hope that you're courageous, bold, to love and to be loved. I don't want you to say negative words to yourself because you are not. I love you and I want you to do the same thing to me. xoxo.
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