Healing Day 3. I am completely lost with myself for the past few weeks. I forget how does it feel like when you have your passion, what you actually love, it just feels meaningless.
I miss performing on stage, I miss going to concerts, I miss the nervousness and excitement of doing what I actually love.
Am watching conductor interviews, the musicians, the concert halls, masterclasses. Aww.
Working on personal growth is a lifetime thingy but I just have a new understanding and learned a new lesson recently. I do not plan to runaway from what I have done, I personally think it was a good lesson and of course, hopefully, I will not do that anymore. HAHA.
Being conflict with myself all the time and still trying to accept myself, embrace the flaws I have and try to get rid of some. Every stage of life is a whole new experience and I do not feel nostalgic to any stage of me in the past, instead I am so excited with my future.
Thank you, people who love me. Thank you, dear me.
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