Another day of missing you. Life has been getting busier, new semester starts, new work and stuffs.
Went grocer today with my housemate and I suddenly opened our chat and I saw you updated your profile pic. I felt so complicated and couldn't react. I did not know why was I acting like that and I hate getting back to the swamp of negative thoughts.
Thinking of you, wanting to share my life with you have been the new norm of me right now. I do not know why I am so obssessed with you, I don't.
Thinking of all the acts and words you have said do hurt me but these do not stop me from thinking of you.
I was talking to my junior last Monday, and I said it out unintentionally to him: Love is just getting hurt and hurting someone else, nothing much special. And he was like: I thought getting into relationship because you want to take care of someone and being taken care of?
Yeah Exactly! That was what I believed too! Didn't I?
I have never moved on. I am just getting used to it as days go by.
Another emotional night, thoughts are messy. Good night.
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