16/6/2021

Second last day of my Degree. Been staying at home for 16 days except for grocer and dabao once (twice altogether).

Things has been going down as I feel demotivated recently despite the workload and stuffs. 

However, I am super happy that my final jury which is my graduation recital do not need to submit any recent video, I can use back my previous video. Not sure if this is a good thing to be happy about, but Yeah, I am completely a snail right now, not wanting to do my recording in my unit with all the devices.

Music is all about connecting hearts together, if I am to do it alone, what for?

Been trying to arrange a lot of different stuffs for myself. Trying to keep myself occupied and sane with the lockdowns over and over again.

Yesterday was listening to MPO players sharing their different sections experience, one of it was the Horn player, he was saying that we might only get it once in our lifetime, to be able to spend so much time at home, focusing on ourselves. And we should be grateful about that.

And I also truly believe that this is the time for us to reserve our energy, and prepare for the powerful leap in the future. 

Urgh! I think I am gonna be crazy soon.