17 / 9 / 2015

I got bad grades for my trial. I feel down, like a whole world has abandoned me. I am left behind.
Of course there's comparison between friends and I, myself. I feel lost in the forest of knowledge.
You guys want to help me to reach the goal, yes I know.
I try to put a lot of efforts on it but I know I'm still missing something. I need guidance.
My mom, teachers, friends, and I expect for a good grades. I know I can't simply fall down like a coward.
I need to stand up and complete my task-study for 13 years, I have to.
But everyday I look at my marks, I feel smaller and smaller. I don't even dare to ask other's marks.
I just want to express my feelings. I know it is worthless if you keep grumble and do nothing.
#SPM GOOD LUCK