Hi, I'm going out but I steal a little bit of time to update ma blog.
I would like to say is, I have a bad attitude.
Since I feel not confident to myself, sometimes, I will let people down as what my friends do to me.
It's bad. IKR. But it's like a trend. When people around you doing the same thing, usually you'll do it as you think nothing's wrong.
I have a friend, not too close but seems okay. She lets me down for almost 3-4 years.
What does it mean letting me down?
Yea, she doesn't say any words somehow related, but I can feel that feelings though. I feel low self-esteem and don't even dare to meet her gaze whenever the problems closed to the subjects I'm not sure abt. ( mostly subjects I can't perform well. haha )
It's like something sharp pricking in your heart. For years, I still can't get used to it. Being look down by someone is acceptable but when the person is your friends, it's quite hurt for me.
So I keep telling myself, all is good. Everyone has its good and bad. Do not judge someone by your opinion and measurement.
Yea, I feel so fortunate to have you'all staying beside me. I know some of you will stand by me ( maybe? ).
Whatever it is, thank you for training me and helping me to become a stronger person. I'm blessed to know you and it's my pleasure to know you.
It lefts 2 more days for trial and we are allowed to enjoy our last one-week holiday although the real exam is coming. Anyhow, enjoy life and it's so good to be young!
#There is no need to compare yourself with others. You are too good with the way you are.
#Have a nice day yea
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