DAY 50

Just came back from hometown with my sis and received mama text when I got to my hostel.
She texted me that she felt sad because she could not do the lemon juice for me as she wanted to do it for me this morning.
I spent one night at home on Friday and one night at chicken home on Sat and got back today.
It hurts me at the moment when I realised mama actually still loves me a lot as I thought I should be doing and managing all my things by my own when I came into university.
As she said, she is trying to let go, try not to care that much and enjoy her life, which I'm sincerely so happy for her.
But in fact she is not. She still loves me, cares about me so much and worries for me in every aspect.
Gonna spend a whole sweet week with her next week and I can't wait to go holiday with her despite I miss spending time with chicken too.
Can you ever imagine, how blessed life can be when everyone loves and treats you so good?
All these are so fake and dreamy for me. And what I can only do is take good care of myself and do what I'm supposed to do.
Sleep well, eat well, poo well, study well.
I love my life so much right now. And I'm writing this with so much of loveeee.

PS: Without my sis who is being here for me, my starting of uni life would be a big mess too.

LOVE YA.