29/5/2019

It has been a hectic week for me, having few exams this week, and the most importantly, final jury is on tomorrow.
Everyone is competing for the practise room, and I'm not included. Therefore I'm alone enjoying my sweet time in room.
Time flies. We are gonna end our first year in two more weeks and juniors are coming.
Enjoying the time at here very much, as I'm doing things I love. Love what you do, Do what you love.

Last few days, after dinner with chicken, we had a walk near Ampang point there. We spotted a stranger, Indian lady around age 50+ sleeping at the corridor of the shop, she looked dirty and it seemed to me she has no place to go.
I asked chicken whether should we buy food for her, who knows she might be starving.
Hence we went to dabao fried rice vermicelli and one bottle of mineral water.
When chicken put the food beside and we left, she immediately stood up and threw the food to the street.
It was a shock for me as I had never mentally prepared she'd do that.
Daniel asked me, what I was thinking and I replied: Is that possibly because of someone's ego and pride and make you not to accept people's help even you're in desperate?
He replied: Not necessarily, you have no idea what that person has gone through in his life. You cannot judge people like that.

What a big impact for me, if I were given the chance to buy food for that lady again if I knew she would throw my food, to be honest, I wouldn't. As I am not rich nor wealthy. I'm struggling too, but because I thought she would have needed help more than me, so I tried to help as much as I can.
Life may be cruel to you, but the kindness and passion towards life shouldn't be put off.
Love is the only way.