19/8/2020

 It is a brand new day, sitting beside the bed with my workout outfit. This is the 10th day of Pamela.

Was having a conversation with my coursemate last two days. Seeing her was good but the conversation made me think of, what we choose to surround with, which will be resulting as what we are eventually.

Have you ever thought of becoming someone you like in the future? Or someone has been a role model for you?

Ever imagine what type and kind of person you wannabe?

I am a person who loves gossips, and I would even surround myself in the ambience and created it if there wasn't any. And the older I've become, the sooner I realised that what's the point of keep discussing people when you yourself are not improving? Gossips about people be like, stop your own progress and just look at other people and discuss them, mostly bad.

Is that what you want?

I would not deny that she's a friend of mine, and I feel grateful and appreciate for having her. 

However, I just want to remind myself, remember who I want to be. 

Have a good day. xoxo