I just realized something IMPORTANT!
I always feel my energy is drained after having lessons with my students, even though when there is one only. And I never understand why until I talked to my sister this evening.
I am acting all these while. Acting to be a nice teacher because I know how words play its role. Good and motivational words mean a lot to a person who is on the progress of learning; while bad and discourage words might make them feel worthless and look down on themselves.
It was so fortunate that I never met this kind of music teachers in my life, and I am genuinely happy about their progressions. I hope my actions and words will be the inspiration and motivation accompany them along the journey of learning.
However, I just realized that wearing a mask in different occasion and not genuinely be myself (positivity all the time!) is just exhausting.
Damn exhausting. Every time I finish teaching them on Saturday morning, I just want to go home and sleep. I can't think of anything to do after I get a nap.
Anyhow, I love seeing them enjoy playing music. But always be the one you feel comfortable when you're with you.
Goodnight, xoxo.
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