Finally getting to celebrate me being chosen as Recitalist with Daniel!!
We were supposed to celebrate last weekend he went Genting with his friends. And I couldn't be more excited to celebrate with him because my coursemates all their families were celebrating so grandly with them and my family was like, "oh? Really ah? Good Good. Congratulation!" That's it.
So I was kinda down, feel like no one is genuinely proud of me, and I thought Daniel would.
Anyhow, today we were supposed to go KLCC Aquarium (As what Daniel planned), but recently both of us spent too much, and I don't want him to spend more on me when he's not that rich yet, hence, I told him I did not feel well this morning and why not we wait other days to celebrate, as well as to save money also.
This evening, after finishing the recital from Wee Yang, Daniel and I went to Korean restaurant as I wanted to try the Jjajangmyeon so much and we went to Starling mall to have a walk.
It went so well, but when we got off from the car, the moment we started to walk around the shops, he took out his phone and continued Pokemon Go. All the way, he was staring at the phone although listening to what I was talking. I felt so disrespectful and I decided to walk on my own. What's the purpose to have someone whom the heart is not here?
I thought it really went well for our celebration day, how naive I was to think that, he will tell me, "Baby, I'm so proud of you, Congratulations for your graduation recital!
Holding my hand, walk with me, having a nice conversation. That's all I need, as a partner.
Why is it so hard?
PS: Baby, I'm so proud of you. Thank you for your hard work, your perseverance and your passion. I'm sorry if there was some time, I couldn't share your emotions, I blamed on you, I looked down on you and make you feel worthless. But I want you to super sure that, if there's anything happen, I'm on your back. And I know you will take good care of yourself. Love, xoxo.
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