27 March 2025

越來越接近期中壓力就越來越一發不可收拾，到了晚上就很想喝酒吹風放鬆。

剛才在宿舍樓下（已經走不動了）坐在大樹下快一小時吹吹風。這週的天氣回暖差不多像 Malaysia 天氣了所以是我舒服的天氣！

剪了我很愛的頭髮，但在思想上還是會覺得剪了個男生頭是不是不可以那麼女性化了（我知道！ Still unlearning some shit）；也在想自己好像把自己塑造成非常獨立自主的形象，跟大家也都兄弟般相處。雖然面對這些同學朋友們我也其實沒差，但偶爾還是會想說：欸我現在很喜歡我自己怎麼大家都沒發現這塊寶石 💎 每天出現在校園呀～～

順便很自豪地在這裡分享我即將人生第一場指揮音樂會（我指上半場；翊帆下半場）！曲目都是我真心愛到不行～ ❤️

海報是我跟 AI 輸出想法然後自己設計的，這次真的很幸運還好有好夥伴和遇到很多好人，讓這個籌辦音樂會的小白減少了很多工作。

 

By the way, 我覺得我也可以趁機分享我三月協奏曲音樂會的一些照片！我遇到太多太棒的 acquaintance 了

It really took the whole village to make things work and I couldn't be more blessed to all the arrangements from the Universe. 

I had the most gentle and nice soloist who is willing to share and guide. We had sessions and discussions for all the details that he would like to work on. When I voiced out my opinions I don't get negative feedbacks but he was so encouraging: Let's try!

Working people is really fun but it only works when it's both sides.

I had wonderful pianist who was willing to practice and gave me her best, professors who had lessons and sessions together, orchestra members who were giving opinions and encouragements.

I gained a little bit of hope and satisfaction by digesting feedbacks and suggestions and improving day and night, slowly but surely. And seeing how it finally turned out was so rewarding. 

I know it sounds a little bit cliche when I gotta write down in this way. But trust me, the little me had never ever thought of me would've come so far.