20 / 1 / 2015

Maybe it's time to face the problem and make a clever decision.

Too many things to ask you and tell you make me couldn't let go of it.

These months, I'm suffering. Too hard to face the problem.

If you know me well, I'm that kind don't like to face problems, I rather choose not to think about it so that I won't get hurt.

Well, I didn't sure where was my courage came from when I decided to text you.

Maybe the urge for sending you the text was too strong. LOL

I have hesitated for the whole afternoon and I was thinking like, OH GOSH WTF! I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT DOES HE REPLY ME. JUST SEND IT!!

And finally, I got what I want. GEEZ

What you did was really surprise me and here's something I realized and I want to say to you.

Of course you wouldn't know.

DEAR JOHN

Like what I've said, you're an awesome guy. It's perfect enough. Although we can't getting together but I'm pleased to know and fall in love with you.

You said you're not that type I want, ya, perhaps. And I know maybe this is the skill to refuse the love from a girl haha.

You don't know what I really want, but it doesn't matter anymore. 

 Maybe from the start, we are destined never be together.

I do really happy with my single life right now plus we are just students. 

Students are not encouraged to have a relationship.

You know why?

HOLY ZEUS, please refer my previous post. It's SUCK and I have promised to myself, I won't start a new relationship unless he has a totally different characteristics from my those lovely EX -boyfriends.

NOPE. NO AGAIN. I am tired. LOL

NOT going to mess my life anymore. I wish to have a peaceful life. ( wink ) maybe a little bit of romantic. XD

Hey guys, here are some advises to all of you especially for those who are suffering from loving someone that are not love you.

It's okay. Nothing to be shameful about. Love makes our lives more beautiful.

If you are loving someone now, C'mon, let's thank to our HOLY APHRODITE.

Thanks for making a lot of chances for letting us to meet the one we loved. Although that's gross, but I really want to thank you, sincerely.

Be grateful of what life gives you. Maybe you get nothing, but you'll definitely learn something from the past. 

One day if you look back those memories, you'll feel thankful because for those stupid, sad, miserable, happy and angry stuffs, you became a strong and more nicer guy.

Maybe they leave for no reason, maybe they betray us for reason, but finally you'll meet your true love, the one would not give up on us and keep supporting us until the end of our lives.

We all will meet someone one day, but before that, be well-prepared and be nice to everybody until we met our truly loved.

It's a new year, and it's the last year we stick around with each other. 

Laugh as loud as you can, crazy as fuck as you can and we're getting older. 

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

THANKS FOR BEING THERE ME WHEN I WAS MISERABLE AND EMOTIONAL.

I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

LOVED, VELENNA TEOH