DEAR FRIEND

Oh dear, honestly I never expect that I'll spend my lovely Saturday with this bitch, EVA HING.

I thought I'll lay on my bed, reading ma book and keep wasting time, though sticking around with you was the same. Ya I mean wasting time.

Talking nonsense and chit-chat with you is the most sweetest thing in my life.

The more we stick together, the more I scare I won't be able to get used when you're not around me.

I've been thought a lot, can we still stick together when we graduated?

Where do you choose to continue your studies?

How will be my life if I can't meet or talk to you always?

How about if I want to shit but I can't then I want to phone you? Am I disturbing you?

12-year friendship, how difficult it is if we really separated?

Well, I'm not a lesbian but I really need you too. 

Too much of promises between us and we have to work harder to achieve our life goals.

We have to accompany each other to our idol's concert, going to Korea and wearing the same outfit and maybe having some plastic surgery hahahha, you said you wish to go South Africa and I want to go to all the historical countries I want to go all the places that Rick Riordan had mentioned before, and if I become a conductor and you have to attend my first orchestra concert. And the most important is, we have to protect our friendship as hell, nothing can separate us.

EVA HING, the most important friend. Every time I talk to you, I don't feel like I'm bearing all the things alone, I feel something have released kinda warmth in my deep deep heart.

And every time I can know more about you, I feel like oh gosh I'm the most lucky person in the world because I can know and started to understand all the decisions and things that you do.

For once, I love to control people around us, if they don't obey what I WANT them to do, I feel uneasy and ' beh siok '. 

Being friend with you I really learned a lot of stuff, no forcing or pushing people to do what they don't want.

And if you want to do so, be ready that they will leave you forever.

Thank you, short and stupid girl. Sincerely.

LOVE, VELENNA TEOH